Monday, January 27, 2014

Free Choice Week 2 - The Beast in the Jungle

“It's being here now that's important. There's no past and there's no future. Time is a very misleading thing. All there is ever, is the now. We can gain experience from the past, but we can't relive it; and we can hope for the future, but we don't know if there is one.” –George Harrison

John Marcher, the main character in Henry James’s “The Beast in the Jungle”, struggled with every part of this quote – “being here now”, the inability to relive the past, the uncertainty of the future… and even the concept of Time itself. Marcher believed he had a “beast” waiting for him later in his lifetime. This beast was something dreadful that would occur to him. However, he did not know what this “beast” would be. Marcher believed himself special because of this knowledge. After all, who else KNOWS part of their future? The only other person that Marcher ever shared his secret with was May Bartram, the woman who loved him. Because he was only concerned with hiding and waiting for his secret, John Marcher missed out on enjoying his life. If only one could jump into a story, place George Harrison’s wise words carefully in, and change the fate of this character. 

I wish I could change that Marcher’s one and only thought was his belief that his life would be defined by a catastrophic event. I wish that his purpose in life was not hiding this secret. If only he would see that the most spectacular part of his life was right before him all along! I wish I could tell him that he would die terribly heart broken that he did not cherish his moments with May Bartram – the woman who was captivated by him. However, he did not stop thinking of his secret long enough to realize he was captivated by her. I would take a space ship to travel into this story. Or plug in the time traveller to reach this mysterious couple.

But sadly, time travel is not possible. Jumping into stories does not exist. And yet, re-writing stories does. Why don’t we re-write the story of the man who “knew” he was special because he was to suffer in the future? Well, friends, here is the answer: There is so much to learn from this story!

If we were to dwell on the fact that we cannot jump into stories, we would not be living in the present. So instead of pining over this fact, let us take our own advice and make the best of this story! 

There are a few things we can take from this. First, we should not focus only on the future. John Marcher focused on the future, and it caused him to go through life without enjoying it. It caused him to lose the thing that was really the most important to him: May Bartram. She gave him the opportunity to love her, but he did not recognize that because he was living in the future.

The second thing we can learn is to not only focus on the past. Towards the end of the story, May assured John that the horrible Beast had passed. “It does us the good it can. It does us the good that it isn’t here. It’s past. It’s behind…” (The American Tradition in Literature 463) Instead of simply enjoying this fact, Marcher chose to think about what “it” was and how he could have missed it. This caused him to, again, lose May. After she had offered herself to him, he stayed focused on the past. May then died and was lost to him forever.

Being focused on the past and future caused John Marcher to lose the present… and in the long run, his life.

So, friends, this is what not to do. But what SHOULD we do? Do we only focus on the present? Do we forget everything in the past? Do we not think of the future? No, of course not! Let’s look to the example of May.

May learned from the past. She saw that John lost his life because of his belief. She did not always see that, but she learned along the way. “What I mean isn’t what I’ve always meant. It’s different” (The American Tradition in Literature 459). After this realization, May hoped that they could love each other. This hope caused her to say, “It’s never too late.” “She had, with her gliding step, diminished the distance between them, and she stood nearer to him…” She offered for him to live in the present and escape wasting his life. “The escape would have been to love her; then then he would have lived” (The American Tradition in Literature 460). You see, May learned from the past and hoped in the future. This caused her to live in the present.

So, again, what can we learn from this story?

There is the present, the past, and the future. It is of no use to dwell on only one of those. We must learn from the past, hope in the future, and live in the present.


Live.